Reminder?? T_T

I always forgot that I am now his fiancee..not his girlfriend anymore. Yes, I always wear the ring but I actually do not really know what I should do sebagai tunangan orang. I still rasa macam biasa je. 

Sampai la I received an SMS from his mom asking me kenapa dah lama tak jenguk dia. huhu T_T. Seriously, I've been extremely busy these few weeks. I tak sempat nak fikir pasal wedding pon. Horrible. Rasa macam belum jadi wife, dah failed. huhuhu T_T

One of the reason is that..I masih segan nak pergi rumah dia sorang-sorang. T_T If my fiance ada, then it's ok. Tapi if nak pergi sorang tu...huhu....segannye... 

As for now I dah duduk rumah parents balik sebab kolej I dah tutup. Semester dah habis. So, I berulang ke office untuk siapkan project/research starting today. Dah la "kereta kancil warna merah yang ku bawa ke sekolah" (nyanyi macam lagu kanak-kanak 'kereta kecil' tu) tu rosak. Terpaksa meminjam kereta Neo Tante. Tante pulak terpaksa pakai kereta Arwah Atok. huuu. T_T 

I bertekad. Balik dari office kang I nak singgah. If I ada guts la. haha. tak pon tunggu la esok ke lusa ke. huhu T_T

p/s: perlu ke bawak buah tangan? *_*